Just the thought of her being with someone else causes an unbearable pain...A pain only I can feel and could never ever share with anyone ....it's indiscribable, that uneasiness, that coming short of breath, fastenning of heartbeats, rolling of tears. The misfortune doesn't even allow me to show that to her , she doesn't have a clue about me destructing myself a bit everyday ....
~Mubasshir